Jasmine Ann

Anything beyond this point is very, very old. I would love to just delete it all and start fresh, or start with a new account altogether, but I don't want to loose the fan base I already have!
You can look at it, it's the internet! But I would love you if you generally ignored it, and focused with me on the future and all of the things I look forward to doing with with my account again. :)
XX, Jasmine Ann

Dear mommy and daddy-
Mommy first, Happy birthday to the most beautiful woman in my life. Thank you for having me and loving me so much the past fifteen, almost sixteen years. Thank you for always putting me first and doing everything you ever could for me. You have let me be whoever I wanted and try anything I have wanted to try with complete support and most importantly pushed me to always be my best. You’re always beyond thoughtful and kind and you make me and everyone around you laugh every day. You have been through so much and are such an amazing person for it all. I don’t know how you have done it or what I would do without you and I can’t imagine losing you. Thank you for everything you have ever done for me. You are the strongest most beautiful person I know and I am so proud to call myself your daughter. I hope your birthday is wonderful and I am so very blessed to be able to celebrate it with you.
Daddy, I can’t believe it’s been six years today since I got to see you for the last time. It feels like it was yesterday and I think about you every single day. I used to hate remembering and would never talk about you or what happened because it was easier to pretend it hadn’t and maybe because I was so little when it did. I guess now I know it’s okay to talk about it but all I really want is to talk to you. I know I can talk to you any time I want but it isn’t the same. I know everything happens for a reason and I know this “will make me stronger” but it doesn’t seem like a good enough reason. I guess mostly I’m mad you aren’t here. I just wish I could bring you back. I remember that April 27th as clear as day but on this April 27th I remember and am so thankful for the nine years God did let me spend with you. You were the most amazing dad I could have asked for and I am so thankful to have had you in my life but I understand God needed you back, I just wish it wasn't so soon. Please continue to look down on me and mom and keep us safe each and every day and take care of you and mommy's two babies in Heaven.
I love you both so much more and more every day always have and always will.
-Forever and always, your little girl. ♥

Please first read- http://www.polyvore.com/clean_slate/set?id=47452431
With that said, here are a collection of ideas I have for my new room!
 
(1) Close to the colors my room will be
 
(2) We picked 'Silvermist' for three walls- a soft blue-gray and 'Woolsklein(sp?)' for one accent wall-a light beige- lighter than what I picked swatches of in this set
 
My furniture is all black-brown and from the Hemnes collection at IKEA. I have a twin bed (although a full is pictured,) nightstand, large mirror and long dresser, all shown in the set
 
(3) I love the idea of curtains hung from the ceiling around the bed! Not only are they pretty, soft and girly but they help fill up the foom and divide the space.
 
(4) Since my new room isn't huge but is quite large for my furniture I would love to get a desk. I have my art desk in my current room but that will go somewhere else in the new house.
What are your thoughts on the three pictured? :)
 
(5) I used to have my long mirror hung vertically on the wall. Then we hung it horizontally over my dresser. Both looked fantastic but I got more use when it was vertical. I LOVE the idea of placing it in a corner as pictured!
 
(6) Book case? I really like it, it'd help fill the space, and I'd totally use it. Birthday? :)
 
(7) I'm not sure how often I would actually use a tv in my room but I love how this ones framed. Another birthday idea? Maybe!
 
(8) In our current living room we have the IKEA floor lamp from the set as well as two coordinating lamps. We planned on getting rid of them for the move but I actually think they'd be perfect in my room!

The whole swim team put blue in our hair! :)
Love those girls to death. They are the best friends I have ever had and beautiful in and out in every way.
Some girls did a classic streak, some did several, and a handful did ends. I think I definitely had the most though! <3

Real lifes!
I haven't been on pvore in like months but I'm still here:)
HOW ARE ALL OF YOU?<33

Gray loose top with black triangle back- TJ Maxx
Red skinny pants- AE
Black patent flats- Steve Madden
Silver bracelet (middle one)- AE
Other- a dainty pearl necklace I wear almost every day with a simple cross and beige colored gem studs
 
Wish me luck! Because it takes guts to wear hot pants school, lets be honest. But in the spirit of my New Year goals http://www.polyvore.com/new_year_me/set?id=41622080 I'm going to be brave and bold and not worry about what other people think.
 
It isn't perfect, but I really like this outfit. I do however think it could have turned out differently and for the better if I had the right shoes/ accessories and could carry out all the tips I got from these lovely fashionistas! At the very least, I now know what to buy with my Christmas money! @melissamariexo @briana-alyssa @emyemoemu @dreamwithoutfearlovewithoutlimit @itsavirginiasummer @theanswersgottabe-love @fearlessfarrah So credit and a big thank you to them :)

1) Capes or trench coats? - trench coats
2) Heels or boots? - heels
3) Stripes or animal prints? - animal print
4) Handbags or clutches? - clutches
5) Sleeveless tops or blouses? - blouses
6) Cardigans or jackets? - cardigans
7) Belts or scarves? - scarves
8) Dresses or top+skirts? - tops&skirts
9) Trousers/pants or skirts? - skirts
10) Nerd glasses or sunglasses? sunglasses
11) Lip gloss or lipstick? - lipgloss
12) Mascara or fake lashes? - fake lashes
13) Eye liner or eye shadow? - eye shadow
14) Hair tied up or hair down? - down
15) Buns or plaits? - buns
16) Gold or silver? - silver
17) Neon colors or pale colors? - pale
18) Black or white? - black
19) Purple or red? tough, but red
20) No fashion or die?

Sheer navy blouse with lace ties and buttons- HCO (It's gorgeous in person.)
 
Sorry dogs, I changed my mind. While I'm flattered you all loved the other outfit- http://www.polyvore.com/ootd_12/set?id=41697768 -I last-minute-changed this into this one this morning. The only thing that's different? The top, and I added two bracelets.
 
But lucky for you, you get an additional picture of my new boots, aka the new loves of my life, as well as a close up of yours truly.
 
I NEED A DOCTOR, CALL ME A DOCTOR:
Catch my Eminem reference there? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6m3vtWYCuMg) No but really, I feel so sick.

White cardigan- Express
Nude tank- AE
Skinny/straight jeans- Rue21
Boots- Steve Madden
 

For tomorrow... Do you like it? Tips to make it better? Honesty is appreciated. :)